Well, it's not going how I expected.
Don't get me wrong, I like it enough, but it will definitely take time getting used to the way things work. It's pretty tough on me, and I wake up every day feeling like I need to throw up, and I spend about an hour trying to think of an excuse to not go. But then I DO go, and I feel TONS better afterward.
So, mostly, this is a "please pray" post. I'm getting really nervous, and I hate feeling like my insides are going to implode every. single. day. I'm praying and reading my Bible more (part of a little promise I made with myself this year) and I listen to Tenth Avenue North in the car on the way to rehearsals, but I can't seem to grasp that peace and "okay-ness" that I'm searching for.
I just want to go act and feel confident doing it.
So yeah. There's my bit. This is where I'm at. Now, do your awesome stuff and make me feel better. :)
_Amanda
Hmmm...I tried to write this post a few times but it's coming out all weird so I guess we'll just talk in person.
ReplyDeleteBut first I think you need to ask yourself, what is making you so nervous? Once you know the answer we can work on it with minimal difficulty, I feel confident about that.
-K