My life is so very busy. I have fought the need to breakdown so many times it's exausting. Sometimes I wonder if it's all worth while. Will it all be reflected in my future life? Does it reflect in my life now? None of it's essential, but all of it's required. Sleep doesn't even help when all I can think about is time. How much am I using? How much time will it take? Do I have enough time to do it? No. Not really, and yet I do it anyway. It's annoying. For instance, this blog. Should I be doing this? No. I have so many other options of what to spend my time on, and yet here I am, taking fifteen minutes to write about how I don't have fifteen minutes to do anything. Someday, I'll have absolutely nothing to do, and then I'll regret wasting that unused time. I'll beat myself up about not having that day full of activities. Then I'll be sorry. But now, now I have to go be productive. Goodbye. Clutter Well.
-M
M Word of the Post
Moderation- n. 1) the avoidance of excess or extremes, esp. in one's behavior or political opinions; the action of making something less extreme, intense, or violent. 2) Physics the retardation of neutrons by a moderator.
ORIGIN late Middle English :via Old French from Latin moderatio, from the verb moderare 'to control'
thanks for the depressor
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Wow M, Thats how I feel and your life it ten times busier then mine! How do you do it?? I guess you might not know... Does your day fly by and you get stuff done and your not sure how it happened? Does everybody feel like this??.. err, Everybody here, anyways?
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well... if i didn't have school, i'd have alot more time. it's just cramming so many activities in a day when 3/4 of that day is taken up with school. i need to go do hw now... lol. c ya!
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Hey S, I don't feel that way. I mean I feel busy and overly tired, but I never ask myself if my life has a point or not. That is what worries me. M, if your life is getting you down that much then I say change it. You can, and so can you S! Be happy, don't waste even a year of your life hoping it'll fix itself.
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